my love life.
i went down Tanglin that day.
i met this guy, Andika.
maybe you know him, maybe you dont.
well,
i was attracted to him.
i didnt know if it was love or what la,
but this heart beats fast whenever he is near.
we got to know each other &i eventually fell for him like he did towards me.
he told me, he love me &i did too.
we were like couples since then.
i ran away from home just to be with him is one reason.
&another, i cant bear to part with him.
then suddenly,
one day,
he told me,
Kiesha,
i don't love you, i only cared.
i still love my ex.
omg*
was this an april fools joke or something?
it wasnt.
i cried like i never did before.
it was all fake love.
Andika,
listen.
all those memories we shared &the hope i put up on you,
is now, gone forever.
you gave me false hope to be with you.
i sacrificed everything just for you but in the end,
i lose everything.
you may call me dumb, stupid or even a jerk but i know that i wont get the love you have for your ex.
this ring, you gave me now has no meaning.
take it back cause i dont demand anything.
a single tear i shed for you now, has no significance.
thanks for being, a friend.
just a friend, oke?
Doaku agar kau kan selalu bahagia
Agar kau temui insan tulus menyayangimu
Lepaskanlah diriku kerna kerelaanmu
Bukan kerna dendam jua bukan kerna kau terpaksa
*Ku tinggalkan memori
Bersamamu
Ku undur diri bersama
Harapan
Tidak kesampaian cinta kita
Ku bawa harapan ku pendam rahsia
Ku dikejauhan mendoakan
Agar kau bahgia tiada lagi duka
Daku rela mengundur diri
Ku pasti dikau kan fahami
Tiada penyesalan kasih ku korbankan
Andai telah tertulis ku terima ini bukannya ku pinta
Pergilah dikau diiringi keikhlasanku
Cuma pengalaman mengisi kekosongan mimpiku
Love;
Kiesha
