the fued with kecik la, oi!
yesterday, was a good day.
nurul izzati binte zailani, siti marwani binte sa'adon, muhd faizal &fadli bin ayub,
they followed me home &waited for me to change.
then, we proceed to downtown.
at downtown, we met up with budak-budak 454.
very kecoh la, oke?
haha*
then, i had a fight with, kecik.
not fight la.
it was sort of a confront.
i've been very close with kecik right,
then, she sort of felt uneasy because i always helped her in terms of finance &stuff.
then, she told me that her mum doesn't like me.
i don't really mind helping kecik, even if her mum doesn't like me
because i'm very sincere in friendship.
maybe last time, i wasn't.
but now,
my mentality &maturity has increased.
i don't mind if parents thinks their child change because i'm a bad infuence.
because i'm not.
i really love my friends &my clicks.
hmm*
kecik,
don't feel uneasy or even have the thinking that your making my life difficult, oke.
like i told, you.
i'm sincere in helping you.
by hook or by crook, i'll always help you.
i don't need you to repay me or what.
but as long as you remeber me in anything you do,
that is enough.
if you feel that your always menyusahkan kiesha,
i will feel even bad because i do it sincerely &never asking anything for return.
i love you, kecik.
&i really want to last long in this friendship.
though we fight &all, i still love you &never want to throw you away.
we sign our cards and letters BFF
you've got a million ways to make me laugh
you're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
it's so good to have you around
you know the secrets i could never tell
&when 'm quiet you break through my shell
don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
cause you keep my feet on the ground
you're a true friend
you're here till the end
you pull me aside
when something ain't right
talk with me now and into the night
till it's alright again
you're a true friend
you don't get angry when i change the plans
somehow you're never out of second chances
won't say "i told you" when i'm wrong again
i'm so lucky that i've found
true friends will go to the ends of the earth
till they find the thing you need
friends hang on through the ups and the downs
cause they've got someone to believe in
then, later in the night,
i met up with daddy.
he was so fucking pissed because i came home late &he waited for me for about an hour
at bedok.
but he didn't scold me.
just for this once,
he treated me like an adult.
he slow-talked to me.
&i really understand what he wanted exactly.
well, that was outside.
at home,
he asked me,
"tell me the truth,
do you have a bf?"
i was like, stunned &was blank for awhile.
i told him, "yes, i do"
he asked about my dear bf &i told him everything.
he was cool with it.
then, he asked a bonus question la, oi!
"have you had sex?"
*silent* *blank*
"urh, no!"
well, it was like, ya!
i didn't have sex with my bf what.
what kind of girl, does he think, i am?!
urgh*
so stupid man.
oke-oke,
glad thats's over.
hmm*
yesterday was a bit rocky, though.
but i gained something.
love;
kiesha.
