oke,
i think i got over with him.
its time for me to move on.
alah,
meet him oso,
wait he go to other girls,
its like,
urgh*
makes my heart feel cold towards him.
WAIT!
maybe,
thats his motive.
to make me hate him.
hmm*
i might never know.
well,
lets just say,
he was just a memory.
Love;
Kiesha
&yar,i do love Andy.
but he doesnt.
so i think,
im just wasted.
so wasted la, oi!
how can i hate him?
i dont want to love him if i knew this would happen.
i dont even want to know him seh.
but its too late.
i tried running away from him,
but i cant.
my love for him is just too strong.
ps;
Andy,
if your reading my blog,
please tell me the truth.
let out all your feelings towards me.
talk to me,
communicate, oke?
&i love you.
is this the Kiesha that you were looking for?
the sweet,
LittleMissKiesha
that was jovial &loving.
my love life.
i went down Tanglin that day.
i met this guy, Andika.
maybe you know him, maybe you dont.
well,
i was attracted to him.
i didnt know if it was love or what la,
but this heart beats fast whenever he is near.
we got to know each other &i eventually fell for him like he did towards me.
he told me, he love me &i did too.
we were like couples since then.
i ran away from home just to be with him is one reason.
&another, i cant bear to part with him.
then suddenly,
one day,
he told me,
Kiesha,
i don't love you, i only cared.
i still love my ex.
omg*
was this an april fools joke or something?
it wasnt.
i cried like i never did before.
it was all fake love.
Andika,
listen.
all those memories we shared &the hope i put up on you,
is now, gone forever.
you gave me false hope to be with you.
i sacrificed everything just for you but in the end,
i lose everything.
you may call me dumb, stupid or even a jerk but i know that i wont get the love you have for your ex.
this ring, you gave me now has no meaning.
take it back cause i dont demand anything.
a single tear i shed for you now, has no significance.
thanks for being, a friend.
just a friend, oke?
Doaku agar kau kan selalu bahagia
Agar kau temui insan tulus menyayangimu
Lepaskanlah diriku kerna kerelaanmu
Bukan kerna dendam jua bukan kerna kau terpaksa
*Ku tinggalkan memori
Bersamamu
Ku undur diri bersama
Harapan
Tidak kesampaian cinta kita
Ku bawa harapan ku pendam rahsia
Ku dikejauhan mendoakan
Agar kau bahgia tiada lagi duka
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Ku pasti dikau kan fahami
Tiada penyesalan kasih ku korbankan
Andai telah tertulis ku terima ini bukannya ku pinta
Pergilah dikau diiringi keikhlasanku
Cuma pengalaman mengisi kekosongan mimpiku
Love;
Kiesha
Dearest.
Friends Of Mine; Your Loved By Me.
let me start by apologising.
&im sorry for all the mistakes ive done towards everyone.
maybe some of you will find me different these past,
but im no longer myself i can say.
im just confused with situations around me.
maybe some of you can say that,
"problems can be solved &things will get worst if i run away from problems"some of you might even say,
"there are people out there with heavier problems"
but im a girl who is just turning 17 &these problems of mine,
are just to hard to handle.
im a girl who live to enjoy.
each day,
every single freaking day,
problems enter.
if i were to solve it,
till when will it end?
please some one,
explain the true meaning of life.
friends,
they could only advise but not solve my problem.
please people,
try to fit your feet into my shoes,
a size 6.
having so much shits around.
thanks &goodbye for now.
&yar,